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So you can understand the following rant, let me break down the main topic, or whatev. Aspergers is basically the lowest form of autism BUT it is technically not on the autism scale.
And all it really is is that I see shit differently and some emotional stuff....lok it up on wikipedia. However
I'M GOING TO KILL MY DAD!!! But don't tell anyone, 'kay?
And maybe my mom. Depends on how things go to the end of August.
If you were in my position, you might understand a little better, so here are some of the things that are making me homicidal:
1) According to my dad, my mom bought/ordered two books on aspergers. One written by a someone with it, and one by two parents whose child had it.
*has angry fit then forces self to calm down*
I haven't technically been tested for it either! *angry typing* And if I do have it, it's the most minor case someone could possibly have!!!
This is like the equivalent of parents of three boys buying books on how to raise their newborn baby girl...sorta. IDK.
2) It seems like my dad is almost finding ways to blame shit on "my" aspergers.
I have anxiety issues about school (which I contribute to the fact that growing up I had angry bitches for at least 3/4 of my teachers and the kids were jerks) so my dad comes to me this morning as starts talking.
"You know, I read that teenagers with aspergers don't like school because it's too big, or the teachers change. That people with aspergers don't like change-"(Pssh, I voted for Obama!) And at that point I tuned him out.
Well, that's great dad. But maybe I'm not most teenagers? (Not most teenagers are anything like me )
SO because I'm (more or less) afraid (or paranoid) to go to school, it must be because of the aspergers I may or may not have...? Geez.
BTW, is anyone good at hiding bodies and evidence?
And all it really is is that I see shit differently and some emotional stuff....lok it up on wikipedia. However
I'M GOING TO KILL MY DAD!!! But don't tell anyone, 'kay?
And maybe my mom. Depends on how things go to the end of August.
If you were in my position, you might understand a little better, so here are some of the things that are making me homicidal:
1) According to my dad, my mom bought/ordered two books on aspergers. One written by a someone with it, and one by two parents whose child had it.
*has angry fit then forces self to calm down*
I haven't technically been tested for it either! *angry typing* And if I do have it, it's the most minor case someone could possibly have!!!
This is like the equivalent of parents of three boys buying books on how to raise their newborn baby girl...sorta. IDK.
2) It seems like my dad is almost finding ways to blame shit on "my" aspergers.
I have anxiety issues about school (which I contribute to the fact that growing up I had angry bitches for at least 3/4 of my teachers and the kids were jerks) so my dad comes to me this morning as starts talking.
"You know, I read that teenagers with aspergers don't like school because it's too big, or the teachers change. That people with aspergers don't like change-"(Pssh, I voted for Obama!) And at that point I tuned him out.
Well, that's great dad. But maybe I'm not most teenagers? (Not most teenagers are anything like me )
SO because I'm (more or less) afraid (or paranoid) to go to school, it must be because of the aspergers I may or may not have...? Geez.
BTW, is anyone good at hiding bodies and evidence?
Devious Journal Entry
This is so weird. I haven't been on dA in like a year. I think my inbox got so full it emptied itself, so at least I don't have to go through 20,000 things.
ugh
Soo, i haven't been on in a year or so mostly because Tumblr.
Seriously that is an addicting website.
Anyway, there's a convention in my state (Conneticon!) in July so I'll be posting Cosplay pic (Dean Winchester, 9th Doctor, and Tony Stark) and a Renaissance Faire in about a month.
BUT THEN THERE'S SUPERNATURAL THAT GIVERING ME ALL THESE EMOTIONS.
AND DOCTOR WHO IS COMING.
AND SHERLOCK IS COMING.
WAAAAAHHAAAAA
COMPLETELY UNFAIR!
My friend Sam - Guy Sam among my friends, since we also have a Girl Sam - had me and other various friends over for a celebratory D&D evening, celebrating our end of Midterms. His mom, by the way, makes the BEST cookies. I cannot stress this enough. I really love cookies.
ANYWAY, he sets his brand new, eleventh Doctor based, Doctor Who book in front of me and decides I AM NOT ALLOWED TO FINISH IT! Okay, so it took me five minutes to get past the title page, but it had a picture of the Doctor and it was more like a diagram with "Two Hearts" ---> "New sonic screwdriver design" ---> "Time Lords originate from Gallifrey" ---> ect. And I was dis
I'M BACK BABY!
Its been soooooo long since ive been on dA. I spent the last week just goin through about 3,000 messages and still have 425. Ugh. Anyway, I'M SIXTEEN AND CAN GET A JOB! :dance:
Which is good because I need money for various things like renaissance fairs, f I spelled that right, and to supply my Doctor Who addiction.
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